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Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Die With Your Boots On

Mike, with his boots on, working hard at the sesame plant.
“So you’re going to die with your boots on, then?” 

We were talking to a delegation of volunteers in the dorm, many of whom were long-time friends of Mike and Kathleen and Sarah’s, and they’d asked a question that was concerning them: when and how are you going to retire?

Mike had answered, saying that he expected to work until he fell over dead, because “there’s still work to be done, whether or not we’re tired.”

As the one of token young people on our team (just barely 40, thank you very much!), people often ask me about the future of the CDCA – of the work, of our intentional community. Generally, I’ve been content to let things work themselves out as they will, but after Kathleen very nearly did fall over dead two years ago, we got a glimpse of what the work was like without Mike or Kathleen while Sarah, Pat, Kathy and I scrambled to keep things going. Suddenly, I felt the need for a better plan. So late last year I did a thing that everyone in our community dreads: I called a meeting.

Although most of us detest meetings, once we get to the nub of a problem, we are actually very good at opening ourselves up to unconventional solutions. We asked ourselves, “What’s most important to you about the work we are doing?” “What are the hardest things to do?” “Where do you want to be in five years?”
Sometimes our spaces get really, really crowded with volunteers!
When we began to talk about our volunteer program – both long term individual volunteers and short term delegations – we agreed this work is important: it allows us to educate folks from the global north (mostly U.S.) about realities here in Nicaragua, to help them to see their home country in a different light, and potentially sends them back with eyes wide open, ready to make change in their home countries. The potential for transformation of volunteers is exciting, and we believe this work is worth doing. 


The problem is this: working with short-term delegations requires an immense amount of energy and is something that all of us and our staff do ON TOP OF other work. We are not as young as we once were, and we are tired, so we don’t have the energy to do the program justice. We get impatient and grouchy, which is not fair on our volunteers. 
We can put up with LOTS of people constantly in our house...

It seems like volunteers have always been an integral part of our lives and work: from the time the JHC ran shelters in the U.S., to the earliest days of camping out along our house hallway Nicaragua, sharing our bathroom, eating meals on our porch, and throwing down on the work together, we have sometimes eaten, slept and breathed volunteers. Volunteers have built the first, second, and now third clinic buildings, the women’s sewing cooperative, and the spinning plant. They’ve made concrete blocks and slabs, poured floors, and dug countless latrines and miles of trenches to bring water up to El Porvenir. They’ve treated patients, visited them in their homes, pulled teeth, sewn people back together and saved lives.

...But after 40 years of it we start to go crazy! 
Every one of the crazy, wonderful volunteers who has come into our lives over the years deserves our attention, our compassion, our encouragement. 

But increasingly, we find ourselves without the high energy required to work with a volunteer delegation. Speaking just for me, I am pulled in many different directions with work, community and family, and too often where I cut corners, shorten sentences, and am left with little patience, is for volunteers.

Because of this, we’ve decided to make some changes which we hope will be positive for all of us, volunteers and staff alike.

Firstly, Daniel is working with us this year. He is working with our volunteer coordinator to take care of all things related to volunteers, to improve our program – not just the volunteer experience, but tapping into the potential for transformation within our volunteers. Daniel is also doing all the paperwork required for volunteer doctors and donated medicines to come in to the country, meaning that our VC Autumn is free to concentrate her energies on the groups.

The CEPS space is nice...

Secondly, we have found a local organization in Ciudad Sandino with a great physical space – private rooms with en suite baths and real beds! – and we are beginning to host our groups there. This organization, CEPS, is located right between the market and the park, near the police station, which means it’s safe and groups can more easily interact with the local community than they can from our Center.
...REALLY nice!

Groups are staying at CEPS, doing talks there, and eating breakfast and dinner there with Autumn. Lunch is still with us back in our dorm, so we get to see folks, chat and catch up, and answer questions. The physical distance isn’t much, but the difference for us is great: after 23 years, it’s finally possible to have a quiet night off, even if there is a group in-country. 

This week, we’re starting the 3rd step: we’re moving our office into the International Training Facility, aka the Building Formerly Known As The Dorm. While we continue to host long term volunteers upstairs, the bunk room is being turned into an office. The front room will be a meeting area and will continue to be where groups eat lunches. 
The ITF...soon to be transformed!

As we make this change, we’re also planting a living border, a dense row of plants along the backyard between the house and the ITF. The entrance to our new office where all our business will now take place, will be the Industrial Park gate next door. This means that there will now be, we hope, an attractive little crowbar of space to delineate work from home, a little bit of room for us to catch our breath.

We hope these changes will make it possible to transform many, many more lives before we die. Some of us might even slip off our boots occasionally… -- Becca 

Thursday, June 22, 2017

A Great Man is Gone - a tribute to Padre Miguel D'Escoto

Padre Miguel D'Escoto Brockmann, a priest of the Maryknoll Missionary Society, died on the 8th of June.  With his death, Nicaragua and the world lost a great man.  Let me tell you just a tiny bit about him.

In January of 1973 and as a response to the displacement of thousands from the massive earthquake that hit Nicaragua the previous December, Padre Miguel formed the Nicaraguan Foundation for Integral Community Development (FUNDECI), a nongovernmental agency, which continues working til this day. 

He and this foundation asked us to come work in the Ciudad Sandino area and surrounding rural communities in 1993.  His staff was wonderful for us in our early years getting us established and pointing us in the right directions.  This giant of a man graciously agreed to serve on our Advisory Board in order for us to "use and abuse" his name for funding sources to do our work and help us with Nicaraguan government bureaucracy.

That is how we got to know Padre Miguel personally, while the world knew him as the leader that he was.  After becoming a priest in the Maryknoll Missionary Society, he practiced the principles of Liberation Theology.  Though born a son to a diplomat of the dictator, Anatasio Somoza, he became a non-violent participant in the revolution to overthrow that dictator and he helped set up a new government to serve the poor.

He was the foreign minister of Nicaragua from 1979-1990 in that newly formed government.  In 1983, he was one of five priests that Pope John Paul II chastised in front of international cameras when the pope visited Nicaragua, because they all worked in the government.  John Paul II then suspended them in 1985. 

Not to be able to celebrate mass deeply wounded Padre Miguel. In August 2014, Pope Francis rescinded that order.  Soon thereafter Padre Miguel joyfully celebrated mass once again.

During his time as foreign minister, the United States supported the contra fighters in the Contra War.  Padre Miguel was a voice for human rights and for sovereignty of the government that replaced the dictatorship of the Somoza family.  He was also a strong voice within government encouraging them to live up to their own goals of the revolution. 

As a strong believer in non-violence.  In 1985, he went on a month long fast  marking the 40th Anniversary of the Hiroshima bombing  to call for the U.S. to stop financing and supporting the terrorist activities of the contras ... many around the world fasted with him.  Soon after in February he led a peace march of 300 km into the war zones, many joined him in the 15 day march with bloodied, blistered feet.

In 1986, Padre Miguel was the brainchild behind Nicaragua successfully winning a case against the United States for their illegal mining of one of Nicaragua's harbors in the World Court...the only time anyone has ever won a case against the U.S.

In 2006 after the Sandinista party won again the majority giving them the presidency and the majority in the Assembly, Padre Miguel was appointed as Nicaragua's ambassador to the United Nations and was elected the UN General Assembly President in Sept 2008 - Sept. 2009. 


He said in a press conference:

     "They elected a priest. And I hope no one is offended if I say that love is what is most needed in this world. And that selfishness is what has gotten us into the terrible quagmire in which the world is sinking, almost irreversibly, unless something big happens. This may sound like a sermon. Well, OK..."

Although he was an international figure, he was an easy person to be around.

He was funny and kind.  He believed in what the Nicaraguan Revolution could have become - if it had been given a chance - and boy! could he tell stories.  

One story he told was revolved around a Danny... about what a good reporter Danny had been; about how Danny would come to his house and they would talk way into the night; about how he didn't know what happened to Danny after he became anchor...[Lightbulb!  He's talking about Dan Rather!]...but his reporting just went downhill after that.

His humility and frankness was refreshing in this world.  His love for this world and his desire that the world become healthy and how we needed to love.  He was a huge voice to stop climate change and end poverty.  We, humanity, could use many, many more Padre Miguels and we will surely miss him.

During the Revolution when a hero fell, his or her name was called and everyone repeated three times Presente! (Present [with us])
                   
                        Padre Miguel D'Escoto Brockmann
                         Presente!  Presente!  Presente!


-Kathleen

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Begging for Health Care

It is sad to see fathers and mothers begging for money for their children's medication.   Ten years ago here in Nicaragua, it was almost a daily occurrence; now, rarely.  

What changed? 

The Sandinista government takes the constitutional guarantee of health care for all much more seriously than the previous Nicaraguan governments.   

Today when I sat down to check email, this is what Mike had sent me from Nate Silver's FiveThirtyEight:

Here’s a disturbing stat about the state of medical care access in the United States: A study of GoFundMe crowd sourced fundraising campaigns found that $930 million of $2 billion analyzed was for medical campaigns, or people who had to beg on the internet to pay for medical procedures. [Bloomberg via Ross Baird]

Instead of begging in parking lots, people in the United States are begging on-line. 

Many people who voted for Pres. Trump and the current congressional members did not
know that the Affordable Care Act (ACA) was the same as Obama Care and are losing their coverage.

Even our own son, Joseph, is losing his college's health insurance because of the repeal of the ACA.  The small college used the ACA to insure their students who were not covered elsewhere for a fee.  

When the Supreme Court upheld the Affordable Care Act, The Atlantic published an article about how the U.S. still stood entirely alone in wealthy countries who do not provide universal health care for its citizens.  

Though not on The Atlantic's map, Nicaragua does provide universal health care... such as it is.  Nicaragua provides an insurance plan for people, who are formally employed, and universal care for those who are not enrolled and are by-and-large the most vulnerable...in other words, it has both single payer and universal health care plans.  

photo by Bart Cleary
Unfortunately the wealthy Nicaraguans have access to much higher quality private care that allows them to not bother or invest in the public care which lowers the quality of care the rest of the country.

Good or not-so-good, the reality in Nicaragua is: if a kid is sick in the middle of the night...a parent can then go to the hospital, have a doctor exam the child, either admit the child or send the child home with medicines without ever paying a bill or being harassed later to pay the bill.  

We have had first hand experiences with this: Sarah - and later Joseph - had an allergic reaction with their throats starting to tingle, they received care without paying a dime. 

No one should ever have to beg for health care.  No one.
-Kathleen


Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Un-American

Sometimes one has these days…you know the type…when you feel exhausted and just plain weary and then when walking from one place to another, God’s own bird drops its waste in your hair and on your clean shirt.  Sigh.

Most of my weariness today comes from once again being called anti-American, which I just don't get.  Here are some questions for you, the reader, to ponder…
  1. If citizens from Belgium, France, Norway, Italy, et al, call themselves Europeans…AND if citizens of India, China, Japan, et al, call themselves Asian…AND if citizens of Uganda, Egypt, South Africa, et al, call themselves Africans…THEN why is it that most citizens of the United States of America think that they - and only they - are Americans?  
  2. To put it another way, how can I be “Anti-American” when I point out to college students that the country where I am a citizen (the U.S. of A.) has supported regimes and a terrorist war in the past and is now plotting to block international loans for social programs in the country where I now live (Nicaragua)…WHEN both countries are part of the continent of North America?  I have been accused of being anti-American since the 1980s when I learned about the history of Nicaragua and came to Nicaragua while the country was being terrorized by U.S.-funded rebels.  Accused publicly in newspapers!
  3. WHEN did criticisms of one’s own national agendas become unpatriotic?  Occasionally, I have  happened upon a clip of Fox News blasting Pres. Obama ad nauseum, but I personally never heard the network called unpatriotic.
  4. And lastly…why are these things considered  unpatriotic by many?...

a.       having a global awareness,
b.       having an awareness of the suffering of others (including homeless vets),
c.      understanding how empires and international corporations use people of color, and
d.       having an awareness that most places of power protect the people in power, not those living in poverty.

Are we so blinded by the stars and stripes that we cannot question and call for our own nation to be better than it is? 

“But look at all the good things the U.S. does,”  people say.  

Many U.S. citizens treat their government like a child…one that has to be protected at all costs even ignoring their own faith, let alone someone else’s faith; one that has to be coddled “France was mean to us so we are now going to call fried potatoes freedom fries;” one that has to be reassured constantly and never challenged....

The U.S. is over 200 years old…I know, I was there for its 200th birthday watching blurry fireworks because of the tears in my eyes.  200 plus years would lead one to think that the U.S. is in its "adult stage."  

Demanding that we as a nation be more just, work for peace, strive to care for the most vulnerable and  be respectful of all its citizens as well as other sovereign nations of the world is not going to break a fragile persona, but it will make us better and stronger.

Maybe I'm stupid, but I just don’t get how feeling that way is "anti-American."
-Kathleen

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

What is Normal?

I watched Real Time with Bill Mahr last night and one of the comments was “how do you feel with two weeks of basically ‘normal’ news?”  Normal? 

In Afghanistan on April 13th, the U.S. dropped the largest conventional bomb ever!  How can that be normal?  That is horrifying!

Afghani farmers seeing the blast thought it was a nuclear explosion and worried about radiation.

On April 12th, Pres. Trump announced that he was sending an armada as a warning to North Korea (turns out the armada was going in the opposite direction).  Recently North Korea is threatening to sink the armada…
None of this is normal. 

It is frightening.  I have two sons still within the age of a draft.  I have children, grandchildren, mother, brother, nieces, nephews, and friends that I cherish dearly living in the States.  War…stupid, dangerous war... seems more immanent. 

The Doomsday Clock, set by the Society of Atomic Scientists, is set at its lowest since 1953…two and a half minutes to midnight.  It was moved the last 30 seconds when Pres. Trump took office, because of his comments on nuclear weapons.  This clock is the representation by atomic scientists of how close we as humans are to global destruction.  Add to the above…

Now the U.S. is saying that Nicaragua is basically getting into bed with the Russians…
therefore, the U.S. should block loans and threaten this country as the U.S. has done in the past.  Nicaragua is once again going to be a pawn in the game of chess that the U.S. and Russia (in the past U.S.S.R.) has been playing for decades. 

In 1983, a Canadian song-writer, Bruce Cockburn, wrote The Trouble is It Always Gets Worse.
Strikes across the frontier and strikes for higher wage
Planet lurches to the right as ideologies engage
Suddenly it's repression, moratorium on rights
What did they think the politics of panic would invite?
Person in the street shrugs -- "Security comes first"
But the trouble with normal is it always gets worse
But the trouble with normal is it always gets worse

Callous men in business costume speak computerese
Play pinball with the Third World trying to keep it on its knees
Their single crop starvation plans put sugar in your tea
And the local Third World's kept on reservations you don't see
"It'll all go back to normal if we put our nation first"
But the trouble with normal is it always gets worse
But the trouble with normal is it always gets worse



Time for the abnormal.
-Kathleen